Wowowee!

Shet na malagket!



as in Registered Physical Therapist in the state of ILLINOIS!
CONGRATULATIONS baby! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
We are very proud of you!

In my prayer, I asked Him not to let me turn into someone who will be a deterrent to your happiness because I have just realized that in the past couple of weeks, I am beginning to be one. I do not want us to reach to a point of parting ways because we are already so mad at each other that we can no longer stand the presence of each other so I thought, the most logical way is to ask for some space while I still love you that much. I do not know where this would lead...if it would come to a point where I have to redo all my plans all over again, I would do it not just for my peace but most especially for yours. I know that now isn't the best time to do it but if not now, when? I wouldn't wait for all respect to run dry before doing something.

Today my left hand felt lighter. Something in my ring finger was missing, or should I say something special in my ring finger was taken back from me. I do not have the right to cry over this because I asked for this. If I won't be the one to initiate, who will? I know you are too kind to be the first one to ask for some space, so here I am, doing what you should have done months ago. I know I am stubborn sometimes, but I just happen to know my worth. I deserve something more than this. You taught me that.

Damn Fuck!

Hinde ko alam kung ako ang tanga o ang website nyo! Powtang na, ipapadala ko na nga lang sa inyo ang $50-balance ko through EMS! Walanghiya, kala ko ba I can pay that online using my credit card?! E sa hinde ko nga maaccess ang account ko sa inyo kasi nga wala pa akong ID number from you! Hinde naman tayo magkaintindihan sa email kasi hinde nyo naman nasasagot ng tama ang mga tanong ko! If I call you, you would be asking for that fucking ID number which I cannot give you because you have not sent that to me yet! Hay, ampuso ko! Ampuso ko! Ang bulsa ko pala! Ang bulsa ko!!! Ok naman na sana na magbayad ako ng additional $50 kasi nga dalawa ang licenses ko dito sa Pinas na kelangan nyong i-evaluate. Isa sa pagiging PT, isa sa pagiging Nurse (wahehe, just bragging! pagbigyan ang naha-high blood!). Kaso, aside from that fucking $50 balance, kelangan ko din magbayad sa bangko ng $5 para gawan nila ako ng bank draft at P900 sa EMS para ipadala un. Kung magbabayad sana ako sa kanila through CC, un $50 lang gastos ko! Leche talaga! Yung kupit ko sa iba pa mapupunta! Ahahaha!

Nasstress lang ako kasi I just came home from Baguio...nu ginawa ko dun? Sikretong malufet! Wahehe! Hinde, actually, nagpunta ko dun para sagutin ang tanong na: "What sport did I play when I was a child?" Isa pang powtang na! E wala naman akong sport nung bata ako no! Pero I am not allowed to say "None!" kasi kapag ganun ang sagot ko, tigbak na! Wala na akong ibang sasabihin. Kaya ang advice sa amin, magsinungaling na lang! E ako pa naman ang numero unong hinde marunong magsinungaling! Totoo un! Walang biro! Sabi nga ng Tatay ko, hinde ako pwedeng maging Lawyer kasi madali daw akong mahuli kapag nagsisinungaling! Anyway, even if the examiner knew that I was lying, I won't be judged by how good I told that lie but by how good my grammar was!

So anong sinagot ko?? Sabi ko I played tennis when I was a child! Wahaha! It was partly true naman pero siguro almost half of my story was a lie... I don't know but I really feel bad about lying. Pero I have to say something kasi kung hinde, sayang naman ang P8640 ko! Mahirap yatang mag-puta ngayon no!

Uy, sipag ko magtype ngayon no! Ahahaha! Love ko kasi ang bago kong baby...si Alice! Papi kasi has to be with Jen most of the time kaya we have to buy another one. Ngayon ko palang naeenjoy si Alice kasi ngayon pa lang ako nagkakaron ng time to use her (parang ang sama pakinggan...parang user ako e?) kasi nga I had to prepare for that Baguio trip of mine! At lalo ko pa syang maeenjoy kapag nakabit na ang DSL ko! Yipee! What can you say about that, Mama Jen?! Kala mo ikaw lang ha! Yan, makakadownload na ako ng kung anek anek!

Sana na lang maging ok ang lahat ng inaasikaso ko! I have to work na talaga next year kasi said na ang baul ko ng kayamanan! Ahahaha! Powtah! Kaya sa inyo dyan na pwedeng magpautang sa akin, pautang naman kayo! Share your blessings...Pasko naman!