In my prayer, I asked Him not to let me turn into someone who will be a deterrent to your happiness because I have just realized that in the past couple of weeks, I am beginning to be one. I do not want us to reach to a point of parting ways because we are already so mad at each other that we can no longer stand the presence of each other so I thought, the most logical way is to ask for some space while I still love you that much. I do not know where this would lead...if it would come to a point where I have to redo all my plans all over again, I would do it not just for my peace but most especially for yours. I know that now isn't the best time to do it but if not now, when? I wouldn't wait for all respect to run dry before doing something.

Today my left hand felt lighter. Something in my ring finger was missing, or should I say something special in my ring finger was taken back from me. I do not have the right to cry over this because I asked for this. If I won't be the one to initiate, who will? I know you are too kind to be the first one to ask for some space, so here I am, doing what you should have done months ago. I know I am stubborn sometimes, but I just happen to know my worth. I deserve something more than this. You taught me that.