My Someday Has Come Nina

02-02-2007
14:46
2loy b tau kita?san k ngyn?pwd b tau kita ngyn iba p ung tom o kya sun.gs2 lng kta mkita kht araw2 bgo me umalis.

02-07-2007
15:40
Bye bye my princess!tc always.

02-08-2007
21:59
Hi!d2 n me loob airport 11:15 flight ko.ngats ka lgi ha?til nw mahal p dn kta kso d n pwd.

02-08-2007
22:03
Gs2 ko man (tayong magkita uli) kso yko dn mkita k ksm c jen.ang sakit pla.s lahat ng gnwa ko noon pngcchan ko n un.

02-08-2007
22:14
Ano gs2 m gwin ko e d m n ko mahal.kaysa mwlan ako sya(Chona) nlng.

02-08-2007
22:23
Wla tlg s plano ko iwan ka.bnlikan kta dti ayaw m nman na.kaysa mwlan ako sya (Chona) nlng pnili ko.kng babaet lalaki nga n mgasawa at kasal p ngkkptwran kng ngkkksala kaw ndi m ngwa.

02-08-2007
22:38
Mahal syempre (si Chona) pro iba tlga ung love ko sau,syng nga lng dn kc d nyo ko pntwad.
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My anger is still with me and Sharon knows that. I want to take my anger off my chest...how? Seeing Sharon crawling back to me would be fine...ahaha! I'm not that evil you know. I just want Sharon to learn her lesson and that is it's actually great to be in a monogamous relationship. Chona would probably be hurt if she'll find out that her girlfriend still loves me and calls me her princess. I know the feeling gurl, i've been in your shoes. It was terrible! Anyway, you wanted that relationship after all. You left your fiancé for Sharon. Well, if that story is for real, I am congratulating your ex-boyfriend! Ahahaha!

I haven't really done my plans...revenge is a more appropriate term actually. I guess, it would have to wait for years again for me to execute what I have in mind. *evil grin* If I don't value Jen and what we have, I would have started World War 3 with Sharon and Chona. Wahehe! I'm so angry and I made sure Sharon knew and felt it. Well for now, I would have to be contented knowing that Sharon was hurt seeing me with Jen. I really wanted her to see Jen so she would know that somebody as beautiful and confident like Jen would really be madly in love with me. Ahahaha! Talking about sweet revenge. But not enough though! Ahaha!

And as for Jen, she understood what I went through because we basically went through the same hurt. I was surprised by the way she handled things and I realized how lucky I am for having her by my side. She cried with me throughout the process. I knew I have hurt her for my impulsive behavior but she never thought of leaving me alone in nothingness. I love Jen more than anything in this world. If I made her think that I would leave her for Sharon, I am deeply sorry baby. But like what I have told you a million times, even if you'll leave me now, I will never get back with Sharon...ever! I know my worth and I don't deserve to be second best to anybody!

In my last entry, you would probably thought that Jen and I broke up because of my ex Sharon. Duh! I don't want left-overs! Ahahaha!
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Uy, Valentine's Day pala ngayon! Nu ba yan, wala kaming date ni adik, ahahaha! Kumain lang kami kanina after my class. E sya naman ngayon ang me pasok saka ayaw ko din naman na makigulo sa mga couples na lalabas ngayon. Ang jologs kasi e, wahahaha! Sa inyong lahat, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
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I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH baby! Missing you here!

I have a lot of issues left unresolved. That is why perhaps, maybe, I really can't go forward. Let me do the things that I need to do and I promise that tomorrow when you wake up, things will be better...way better than what I can offer! I know I've been unfair all along. My anger kept me holding on to what was lost forever. I'm just afraid to give my all this time because I'm afraid that one day, you'd leave me with nothing but shattered promises!

I've revised plans for hundreds of times, considered other people first before myself and loved them the best way I know but still was not enough to keep them satisfied. They broke my spirit, stole my self-esteem and spitted on my pride. I am so damn tired. Sometimes I want to stop and rest forever. But that would mean me being selfish to the One who gave me this life and success to the ones who want me down.

Just give me time. I’ll fix this, alone! I’m doing this because I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. I value you more than anything in this world. Please understand what I’m going through. It’s not easy to be me and I wouldn’t be wishing that you’ll be in my shoes even for a minute.

I met up with my ex Sharon yesterday. I didn't see her for more than three years. I thought I was okay until I saw her yesterday. I realized I am mad! Fuming mad!

Lovely (Center of my Universe)

by: Michelle Tumes

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet
You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart I get so weak

Chorus:
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing

Chorus

I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware
You blind the darkness
With Who You are

Because...

Chorus

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I fell in love with the song the first time I heard it...Just as I first saw you, I instantly knew you'll be the center of my galaxy!
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH baby! No one can take me away from you!