I just can't accept the fact that I made you went through something horrible like this. More so, I was in the right mind when I did it. I take all the blame, this is all my fault. I am deeply sorry and I admit I was stubborn. I will do anything to fix things with you even if it would entail being miserable for the rest of my life. If you will ask me to cut all forms of communication with him, I will do it. If you will ask me to hate him for the rest of my life, I will do it. I just can't see myself living without you.

I am sorry.
I am not asking you to forgive me because what I did was unforgiveable.