I have lived my life as safely as I could, but, still, the inevitable happened! *Sigh* Nonetheless, it made me realize how strong I really am and how much I am missing. Now, I am able to do something about it because I am now ready to take the risks. Anyway, life is a gamble. I will not win if I will not bet. What if I lose??? At least I wont go through life wondering "what if?" or "if only..."