I went to the Coffee Shop this afternoon to study. Yes, to STUDY again! Sometimes it makes me wanna throw up. But you gotta do what you gotta do!

After a couple of hours, I already went home. I told the Baristas that I'm kinda sad being there without Jen. Dammit, I cannot allow myself to wallow in sadness. This will make Jen's life in Houston miserable. She will worry for me too much! I know her.

I have to be strong. This was what we have planned anyway. I will make a way. Jen will make a way. God will make it happen... in His time.

*sigh* I just miss her... soooo much!